Expression_0002 Lifeless Life.

I am a lazy bud !
and I have nothing to share, nothing to tell , nothing to inform,
I am TOTALLY LIFELESS !
everyone has their own activity , but I am all alone at home twitter , facebook everyday,
i live exactly like a zombie, eat sleep and shit everyday.

*I signed up Tumblr , can someone teach me ? or explore by ourselves is way more interesting and fun? :) http://ajailable.tumblr.com/*

I had a dream last night, it was a sweet dream, but in another way was also a terrified dream, the end of the day that i was dreaming about but in the dream involved someone I love, my wonnie <3 SHOO SWEET, i refused to wake up this morning , tried hard to get back in that dream , but ya know, its impossible huh ?

Big news to announce at 22nd June.
Stay Tuned.

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I AM FCUKING FREAKING FRUSTRATED. 

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By the way, 

I have something really interesting to share. I got fully addicted to this game 

Plants vs Zombies.

Available in iPhone Appstore, try it ! 

but it has to pay, so i recommend to somebody who already did JailBreak to their iphones.  

They made my eyes gone red.

Adidas- Jeremy Scott Teddy Bear Shoe

Adidas- Jeremy Scott Teddy Bear Shoe

Adidas- Jeremy Scott Teddy Bear Shoe

AWW! they are shoooo adorable don't you think so ? I want them so badly. Jeremy Scott always reminds me of 2NE1, I get to know this designer from 2NE1 TV(S2)! Ya know, he's awesome enough. oh ya, Minzy wore one of these too ! I get to know these from the show "Ladies First", I don't remember when it was but i think was around March, I like it sho muchieees ! I'll maybe just wear it in indoor or maybe dance practice in studio cause they won't get dirty ! The panda one has mini size for kids ! KE AI YI XIA DE WOR ! I want these sneakers..

Oh yahh! and another i want to share. 

JJianng JJianng !

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IT IS A SUNGLASSES ! the glasses with red nails is , "wooooooooooo~~" ! 

All I can say is, they made my eyes gone red ! OUCHHHHH! 

*ps: We never simply waste money.

Body flow.

I always support people who have big dream and i'll never think it's impossible because people who believe miracles , miracles believe them. But sometimes, reality is reality. 21st century people are living hard. As like me, a teenage (?) who are having direction problems, locating at a crossroad, to choose either reality or dream.

I had a thought of running away from home for my dream before, but I know myself. Maybe I can only stand for 30 minutes ? I will get back home and cry. Yea, guiltiness. So I never think about it before, u shall not do that too.

I am having bad days recently.

Yesterday, I had a deep talk with my 1st sister, she is such a intelligent woman, i have to say that. Between us, we have a huge age gap , 17 years.

I have to choose reality but never give up on my dream because i dont want them to worry about me. At the moment i decided this, i smiled but i don't really feel good for the decision I made honestly. I went to bed. At the morning when the sun is rising, my eyes automatically opened up. It was 7a.m. I recalled back the conversation between me and my sister and i closed back my eyes and i cried.

If i never ever have this dream, i won't suffer myself.

Ever since that day, tear up after I wake up had became a habit of mine , unknown reason. maybe I know the reason but for you this is a unknown. You better not know. Because it is a bad habit !






*PS: NEVER RUNAWAY FROM HOME !

All Eyes On Me First Post !

Yes, I guess I am back.

All Eyes On Me.