I had a thought of running away from home for my dream before, but I know myself. Maybe I can only stand for 30 minutes ? I will get back home and cry. Yea, guiltiness. So I never think about it before, u shall not do that too.
I am having bad days recently.
Yesterday, I had a deep talk with my 1st sister, she is such a intelligent woman, i have to say that. Between us, we have a huge age gap , 17 years.
I have to choose reality but never give up on my dream because i dont want them to worry about me. At the moment i decided this, i smiled but i don't really feel good for the decision I made honestly. I went to bed. At the morning when the sun is rising, my eyes automatically opened up. It was 7a.m. I recalled back the conversation between me and my sister and i closed back my eyes and i cried.
If i never ever have this dream, i won't suffer myself.
Ever since that day, tear up after I wake up had became a habit of mine ,
*PS: NEVER RUNAWAY FROM HOME !
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