Saturday, October 31, 2009

3 posts



I updated 3 posts ! =)
* w w wtf~! so annoyed to chat with a guy which he says he is junee's fren. When i typed a wrong word he said i'm stupid. freako!
''back to normal, continue..''
whoooooa !
geng ah Juang !
picture above displayed juang is wearing CALVIN and HOBBES 's T-shirt!
=D its childish but i like it !
just a T-shirt,
i bet u didnt notice it too. xDD
GOOD MOOD !
i gotta go,
mama scolded me and i'm hungry already ! xDD
i got appetide already =)
doctor
byeeeeeee ! x)

Beautiful-by Eminem.



Beautiful by Eminem.

Lately I've been hard to reach,
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world,
where they can be alone
Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you
I'm just so fucking depressed,
I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump,
but I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps,
fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up,
in order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel distant again,
so I decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent but I just can't admit or come to grips
With the fact that I may be done with rap,I need a new outlet
And I know some shit so hard to swallow,
but I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow,
but I know one fact: I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow, I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow,
but you'd have to walk a thousand miles...
In my shoes,
just to see,
what it's like to be me
I'll be you,
let's trade shoes,
just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain,
you feel mine,
go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we'd find,
look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked,
just stay true to you
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humour,
everything's so tense and gloom, I
Almost feel like I got to check the temperature of the room just as soon as
I walk in, it's like all eyes on me,
and so I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that, then it opens the door for conversation, like I want that
I'm not looking for extra attention, I just wanna be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need no fucking man servant, tryna follow me around and wipe my ass
And laugh at every single joke I crack and half of 'em ain't even funny like
"Hah!Marshall you're so funny man you should be a comedian,
God damn"Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale I'm about to tellHell,
we don't gotta trade our shoes,
and you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles...
In my shoes, just to see,
what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes,
just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine,
go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we'd find,
look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked,
just stay true to you
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Nobody asked for life to deal us what these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves, and flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could of either just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I'm placed,
and get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
Or sat on the porch and hoped and pray for a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in, every single place, every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid, even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me, "Keep making that face it'll get stuck like that"
Meanwhile I'm just standing there holding my tongue tryna talk like "thissss"
Till I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at eight years old
I learned my lesson then, cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description
Cause where you see it, from where you're sitting, it's probably a hundred and ten percent different
I guess we would have to walk a mile in each other's shoes at least
What size you wear?
I wear tens, let's see if you could fit your feet...
In my shoes, just to see,
what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes,
just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine,
go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we'd find,
look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Lately I've been hard to reach,
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has their private world,
where they can be alone
Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you
Yeah, to my babies, stay strong.
Dad will be home soon.
And to the rest of the world,
God gave you them shoes, to fit you,
so put 'em on and wear em.
Be yourself, man. Be proud of who you are.
Even if it sounds corny,
don't ever let no one tell you,
you ain't beautiful.

Juang says:
I heard this song from Hitz.
Feels nothing when i heard it at first,
second time, third time, forth time, fifth time... even more and more.....
I'll stop my works, and
I tried to get any words in the lyric.
it says,
Dont let'em say U ain't beautiful;
Everyone has their own world;
Feel your pain, u feel mine, go inside each others mind.
Although the lyrics is kinda rude or many foul words or negative thinkings,
but it expressed meaningful words so perfectly and terrific!
Such a heavy emotion after listened this song,
but its impressive and awesome.
Try to get what it means,
u'll feel same like me.
Chong Siaw Juang's opinion'
2nd

Random: So that bored.

This is what I call update.

Updating...


Updating...


Updating...


Updating...


Updating...


Updating...




Finally,
Updated!




I told u right ?

.SO.THAT.BORED.









SOS me,
someone help me.......~

2nd



Mcd & Stomache.



I'm having stomache now,
quite serious.
coz i have my MCD as my lunch,
and i drank the softdrink,
am I decide to suicide ? O.O
how could I do that ?? xDD

Luckily I'm at home,
if im at school now,
i bet i'm crying.
but I feel much more better after drinking a cup of hot water and took a bathe with hot water (is bath or bathe ? doctor says bathe. o.o )
this kinda stomache will find me every month,
so u got it already rite ?
ahha ~
Its nothing to be shy actually. =)
not feeling well now,
some dizzy.


HAPPY HALLOWEEN !
* candiesss ! candiesss !! =)



And wish Doctor goodluck in his TKD DEMOSTRATION !
I bet doctor was sad of my absent =)
I'll be with u till ur demo finish ^^



HIGH and HIGH and HIGH to
everyone who is going to AAR's concert !
wooohooooooo !
* put ur hands up in the AIR ! WAVE ITTTTT ! xDDD
go highhhhhhhh =D






Jagung. Juang
Nice day of 31-10
1st day =)

Friday, October 30, 2009

Recent of rainy days.

Rainy rainy rainy day ~ =)
I love rainy day,
damp and wet..
Its like moisturising my skin and my mood.
It could cool down the surrouded temperature ~
It could cheer people up , JUST LIKE ME ! xD
ohhh heeee ! =D
I love rainy day !

It doesnt feel like sad or anything ^^
I feel like happier and excited.
Rain droplets moistured leaf trees flowers and air,
the atmosphere became cool and comfortable,
nothing better than that.


JAGUNG IS IN LOVE WITH RAINY DAY !
arent u too ? =D







p/s: but if raining i cant play volleyball =( i think this is the only disadvantage of rainy day. anyway, I love rain. <3










Rain droplets lover,
Jagung x)

Thursday, October 29, 2009

For the injurded u.

OMG OMG
I'm gonna kill the "STAR",
he hurts doctor !!!!
How dare are u ! xDD
I not sure how he hit him or whatever,
when i noticed doctor was hurt its too late ~
He walked back to my place and laid down,
kinda pale face under the such a fierce sunlight,
I bet he was really hurt or something.
URGGGGGG..~

are u okay doctor ?
I've been worried for the whole day !!
last two lessons i dunno where u have been,
I planned to meet u originally ~
but u're not there.
after school i saw u sit alone at kan tai,
kinda worry too,
but I've out of time already.

After activity,
i went to u,
stomache again...
aduhhhh ==
please take care of urselfffff !
when i asked u ,
u said okay ,
but as i'm stalking bout u ,
i saw ur pale and suffered faceeee !
dumb dumpy !

remember what i texted u today..
Never ever hurts urself anymore.
Yet,
U're a doctor ==
and my hero xD







Love, Juang.
ILKJEVVVM.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Support.


I hope ur supporting me.
I do really hope u are.
No matter who are reading my blog,
and no matter what u know about me,
i hope u can give me a big support. *hugss*



Anyway,
I'm not going to keep the secret anymore,
its quite suffering when hiding secret to my buddies.*lurvess*
Especially u and u and u.
the three of u.
This post for ya three
I hope u could get it ^^

Its a rainy day,
sleep tight everyone.
Wear a jacket before u sleep if nessary.

Goodnight Doctor. <3
Goodnight everyone
and good night to 3 of u.







p/s: Congrats to my best sis ASHLEY AHN SI I ! =)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

● The memories and the sweetness with every u





I will never forget the memories between me and our stupid gang !
we're like gangster we're like best fren ever we're like siblings ,
nothing will break us ~
bad memoriess makes us tough
happy memories makes us laugh ~
its like real big family tree !
its 10 month past of my form3,
I could'nt rub off all of u out of my memories,
u guys always be in my heart,
but not that ssame as last time.
I never regret to noe u guys,
never ever regrts ~
i'm 唯读记忆体 ~
not 随机存取记忆体! =D
and yet,
we're still good fren now rite ?
remember wat i said ,
i'm 唯读记忆体 ~ not 随机存取记忆体!
heehee~
hmm ~
and for someone now,
ms. YuZhen!
U gave me that souvenir
tell u truly,
i'm deeply gandong of ur action,
i cant imagine u'll gave it to me,
i was thinking,
u stand there and stare of me ,
most probably is to find jinshyan ,
but u ask me
:"Juang,你过来..."
u suddently show me the badge !
i'm like , for who geh ohh ?
the badge wrote : JUANG
O.O shocked ~
i saw "ah kai" and other bb team's xue jie handed it too ,
i didnt think i could get it too !
=)
TQ yuzhen !
TQ yuzhen !TQ yuzhen !
TQ yuzhen !TQ yuzhen !TQ yuzhen !
TQ yuzhen !TQ yuzhen !TQ yuzhen !TQ yuzhen ! <3
i hope u always happy
always smile
always laugh
always get together with frens even thought i cant be with u already~
but i still hope u will get ur life !
drives it beyond limits !
ying always told me that !
appreciate evryhone just like we appreciate every moment we did last time !
Juang will always be ur side !
until the day u tell me I wouldnt be false anymore !
until the day u tell me I wouldnt be sad or hurted anymore !
until the day u tell me I would have my own real besties i never ever have !
u must promise juang and stupid gang ,
U r a big girl and u never cry ! =)
We loves u and always support u ~










Love, Juang.