
I cut myt hair~
Today @ Kepong
Ugly.
What the hack of feelin i got now..?
now a day,
my mood is quite contradictory..
sometimes happy,
or sometimes unhappy.
My mind was like a filter,
the good things all flow away
but the bad things all stucked in my brain.
I couldnt really get what i'm thinking,
or i will repeat one more time,
am i SAD ?
I always tell myself,
to be tough to be stronge !
I have everything in life,
JUANG, u should appreciate them
I MUST love them.
in any position,
no matter family or frens or dancing or whatever.
i tell myself i should hold'em tight.
But i could surely noe,
my mind have showed me a danger alert "disatisfy"
but what I'm disatisfy with..?
dunno?
dunno?
dunno !!!!
i think
the peoples who surrouding me recently could absolutely sensed that I'm hot-temper.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ????!!!!!
i wanna noe why !
it is freaking me out !
URGGGGG !
i will face a smiley facey to my sweii su aiweii these 3 sisters,
to tell them :"I'm Okay ! Very fine very well."
papa and mama too
ashley too
Mimi fish-0 loke poiyi PP Yinghua Szemun Ivy Kelly Alex Pohyan too
Xwei Pying Waner too
Hz5 too
anyone too.
But while i face to a mirror which reflected a girl named Juang
every emotion expression mood
presented on it.
again and again, Am i sad?
maybe no ? or .... Yes?
i g0t in troubles ?
am i?
did i ?
thn why am i cant smile or laugh truly to EVERYONE include Juang?
thn what am i confusing ?
why things makes u anxious and nervous ?
about results ?
i met a crossroad ?
?
Choices in life ?
I hate someone ?
Is that any teenages will got this feelings commonly ?
really ?
someone could tell me ?
anyone can help me ?
hello...?
I got negative thinking ?
Did I?
How much question marks there are?
Dunno?
Last,
I hope i'm not typing
"Where am I? "
"Who am I?"
Sweet dreams, Juang.